i'm still an old Ayu

They all keep asking me: "Ayuuu gimana disanaaa? Udah gaul beloooom?" or "Cie anak nangor, pasti tiap hari ngehedon mulu deh :P" or "Beda deh anak F***m, gue mau liat style kerudung lo sekarang. Atau jangan-jangan udah lepas? XD"
GUYS I'M STILL AN OLD AYU.
I HAVEN'T CHANGED.
AND NEVER FOREVER.
I swear for that.
-_-

Besides, tho i've been familiar with my new place, i still don't understand why people think i may change my behavior.
They never know me at all, eh?
Or they just make an irony at me, as they extremely recognize that i won't be able to adaptate with my new life.
They recognize that i've chosen a wrong path for my future.


(Please God, don't tell me that i've made one unforgivable decision :|)


One thing i can ensure you is:
I'll never change.

I'll be difficult to recover from this Xenophobia.